I cant say enough how difficult it is to look at our circumstances, feel the things we feel, hear what we hear and say what we say. But ultimately Its God's will to allow things to happen in our lives. Count it all joy when going through trials and tribulation, but be of good cheer for I have overcome the world. Ps 34:19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous. But the Lord will deliver you(me) so as I am faced with uncertainty in my marriage, and not knowing what tomorrow will bring. I must keep the faith because as I am tested I will wait until the word of the Lord will come to pass in my life.

I love playing with different photo apps I have fun seeing what cool things I can do to the pictures I take! Well half way into the month and of coarse dealing with some things, trusting God to come through for us. 2 weeks ago when my husbands check was small, I thought it was a mistake but I decided to tithe on what I believed it should have been. Trying to prove to my husband that God will provide and we need to tithe out of our lack and not always our abundance. SO fast forward to today and his check today was even smaller than last time. I couldnt believe it, surely something wasnt correct. Well it is and so the money I hoped would be there wasnt. God's word says test me in this, it says to pay your tithes and your blessing will be overflowing. Well I know we are blessed, no doubt about that, however its not soo overflowing and sometimes it seems like we are taxing our blessings into nothing. The car check engine light came on, it leaks oil, my daughter needs refills on the medicine, we have bills due, we need groceries, I wont be able to see my daughter this month, I need bird food. I just paid the tithe for this check, and put out the rent check and that will consume the majority of this check leaving next to nothing for gas or anything. Dear God you can make something out of nothing, you have delivered your people for years, We have faithfully tithed, I dont want to say how I feel but I will say I am thinking I must have missed something somewhere because, this isnt meeting our needs. Dont let your circumstances dictate God's will for your life! God will provide.

Hello 2015

Saying goodbye to 2014 and hello to 2015, good bye to the negative and to the bad, it was a rough year but I can honestly say I am stronger and better off because of those experiences. I believe that my marriage and my relationships. There were some major changes in my life, loved ones passing away, moving to a new state, starting new habits and hopefully stopping old bad habits. So here's to high hopes for the future.!😄