I cant say enough how difficult it is to look at our circumstances, feel the things we feel, hear what we hear and say what we say. But ultimately Its God's will to allow things to happen in our lives. Count it all joy when going through trials and tribulation, but be of good cheer for I have overcome the world. Ps 34:19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous. But the Lord will deliver you(me) so as I am faced with uncertainty in my marriage, and not knowing what tomorrow will bring. I must keep the faith because as I am tested I will wait until the word of the Lord will come to pass in my life.